Day 20

Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

I've put off writing this post for 2 days.  This is the hardest one so far.  I know who God wants me to marry, is this the time the place or the forum to announce who this is?  No.  I prayed for weeks, months asking and pleading God to show me if he was the one.  I woke up one morning and I just knew.  I'm not going to give you intials, or a picture or any hints.  I will say he is one of the most amazing Christian guys I have ever met.  I'll also say that I truly feel that he is the one I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. 
I'm completely aware that this post may seem odd, stalkerish and the like, but I don't feel like it is.  Thi sis how I feel.  I  would love to scream  his name from this blog but I won't because it isn't the time.  Tell you exactly how I feel, but I won't  Someday.



If only they knew- A Rocket to The Moon
Talk to me, I'm torn

I could get lost in a voice like yours
Tell me if I'm wrong or right
Tell me I could stay tonight

It's in the way that you fool everyone
When you're falling in love again
So tell me how this ends

'Cause no one knows you like I do
They don't see you like I do, baby
They'll try to, oh if only they knew
They'll never come close to you

Girl you know you got it, oh you know you do it better
(Girl you know you got it, oh you know you do it better)
Girl you know I want, oh I want it more than ever
(Girl you know I want, oh I know it's now or never)

'Cause no one loves you more than I do
They don't see you like I do, baby
They'll try to, oh if only they knew
They'll never come close to you

And you brighten up the world with your eyes
And you're so damn lovely when you're on my mind
'Cause you're the only one

'Cause no one knows you like I do
They don't see you like I do, baby
They'll try to, oh if only they knew
They'll never come close to you

They'll never come close to you
They'll try to, oh if only they knew
They'll never come close to you

(this may also be the only time i've ever posted a swear on my blog,  very proud about that.  Now I'm messed that up"
 
P.s.  I still feel creepy posting this.